Life as an author =)

I am the author of my life. Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and I can't erase my mistakes...

Nobody's perfect. Allah swt created us with differences. Some of us are perfectly good. Some of us are just good. Some of us are bad. But 1 thing is, all of us are just the same in the eyes of Allah. Allah created the good one to correct and to guide the lack one. So, whoever we are in this world, stick to our ONE AND ONLY ALLAH SWT. Live your life as an author based on the fate. Mistake is a must to make our life better.

Mom, ^_^

dear Mom,,,
sometimes, it is such a release to be able to express my feeling in front of you,
you're the most loyal person in my life who is willingly listen to me whenever i in need.
but sometimes mom,, there are things i can't tell you.
 i'll be surrounded be the feelings of guilt when i just wanna tell you bout things that is supposed to be only in my pocket.
forgive me mom if my action was ever made you offended.
your instinct towards your children is too strong. it scared me seriously =(
i love you so much that i can't live without you.
you're my everything -_- sob3..

Haha Funny =)

It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It`s funny how forever never really seems to last,
it`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past.
It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down,
it`s funny how when you need someone they`re never around.
It`s funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It`s funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of that`s funny to me.

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.
14. Always tell soemone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Quotes =)

Sometimes, these quotes hit ourselves right?? that is why i love to read something like this for me to think and THINK what can i change in y life from negative to positive =) 

• When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile
• Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one is watching
• Live with no excuses and love with no regrets
• I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be
• Remember the past, plan for the future, but live for today, because yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.
• Being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones

Huhu.. Why?? ggrrr

i really hate it when i wake up in the morning with fully recharged energy and went to bath and prepared myself to go to class and drive with hope that class will not be cancelld and when i reached class,,,,,,,, got a text message, said that CLASS TODAY IS CANCELLED. gotcha! congratulations.. huhuu.. arggghh! it's annoying. don't you think so??

p/s: Alhamdulillah it's the final week already,

Tiring Sunday =(

Sunday, 18 Dis 2011- An event was held today by a group of semester 8 students. The event is Explorace "MATH IS FUN" which participated by the juniors of Mathematics course. Me and my teammate participated in the race and got the 5th place. i really enjoyed the race because it was the first time i'm joining Explorace. It was so tiring because we have to collect all together 8 checkpoints around UPSI. but after all,, we got so much fun.. thanks seniors!! =)

Sleep

 Not getting enough sleep or having sleep difficulties can lead to :

: Limit your ability to learn, listen, concentrate and solve problems.

: You may forget important things like names, numbers, homework.

: MAKE YOU MORE PRONE TO PIMPLES !! BEWARE. ehehehee

: Lead to aggressive or inappropriate behavior such as being impatient.

: Cause you to eat too much or eat unhealthy food.

: Contribute to illness.

: Driving drowsy.

 p/s: get enough sleep guys.... =)

More Than Words ;)

Saying I love you
Its not the words i want to hear from you
It's not that i want to,
Not to say but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words
It's all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
coz i'd already know =))))

Someone Like You ;)

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and your married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things i didn't give to you
Old friend,, why are you so shy?
I ain't like you to hold
back or hide from the lie
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But i couldn't stay away, i couldn't fight it
i'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Nevermind i'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, i beg, i remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Friends ! =)

let's learn other languages !
friends :


arabic > ءأصدقا
french > des amis
filipino > mga kaibigan
indo > teman
korean > chingu
japan > tomodachi

My Boo =)

it's been awhile since i last washed my car. hehee...
it's not that i don't want to wash you bebeyh,, IT'S RAINING!!
everytime i wanna bring you to the SPA, it's raining.
i know, u're so uncomfortable with your own condition rite??
i'm so sorry... huhuuu.. later i bring you okay.
love you boo =D

bye major =(

Today will be the last class for my major subjects which is multivariate calculus and algebraic structure. It is so releasing and relaxing. I wanna thank to my lecturers who is also a husband and wife, Encik Shah (calculus) and Dr. Norashiqin (algebra) for teaching us without weary.. i know its been very tough teaching us. huhuu... Im so sory if I ever made mistakes in your class. Thank you so much for all the knowledge. pray for our success okay? heeee...

Happy Friday =)

hye,, assalamualaikum.....
i love friday. heee.. why? because tomorrow is saturday! haha...
So i can relaxing my mind and my body and so on err after go through the classes for the whole week.. huuu
So, start your day with smile and i bet you will be happy all-daylong ^InsyaAllah
Don't ever get mad for trivial things because it will only spoil your own mood =)

p/s:  message for me and you.. hee =)

KMK 1 part 4

The last day at the camp, we got no task to do. In the morning, we just did some exercise and went back to our camp to pack things up. The bus will be arriving at 2 o’clock and we got nothing to do there. Our lecturer, En. Fadzil gave us permission to swim in the river and we enjoyed the moment so much.. I love camping =))

KMK 1 part 3

In the morning, we woke up at 5:30am and perform our Subuh prayer. At 6:15a.m, we went for aerobic conducted by the facilitators. It is so refreshing even though we were so tired doing things to completed our sub camp. After that, we went back to our sub camp and having a breakfast before go through an inspection. After the inspection, we went to a hall to hear talks by the coach. After that, we having our lunch and at the evening, we have water confident which is the most awaited activity. We were so happy back then. 

KMK 1 part 2

After we reached there, we were asked to perform our prayer before going to a short briefing for the camping. After the briefing ends, we went to our sub camp which was given by the organizer. Each group has 10 members and my group has 7girls and 3 boys only. Huhuu.. unfortunately, on the evening, it’s just the 5 of us went first. So, it is a bit tough for us to build the camp on our own as all of us are girls with no boys. But, after all, we successfully build our tents and as for the gadgets, we continued during the night… and everybody sleep calmly (hehehee) at about 4 o’clock..

KMK 1 part 1

This is the 2^nd camp I went to. Honestly, I am so excited to go to the camp which is held at Kem Restu Ibu, Ulu Yam, Selangor. My team prepared enough things to be brought there especially drinking water. We have not enough water during the 1^st camping. So, each of us brought 3 bottles of water during this camp.. and……. It is so so s0 enough. Our journey to the camp site took about 1hour. My friends and I fell asleep along the journey. Huuu….. 

K’HAT 2011

My college where I live now was holding an event. There were so many shops opened and sell variety things. For me, the timing is not suitable because in the end of semester, most of the students do not have money to shop. We have to save our money in order for us to survive in the end of the semester. But, the event goes well.. the students still support the event. Thank God =)

Interview ! =)

On 25 of November, my friends and I went to Kuala Khubu Bharu to conduct an interview with a teacher from Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kuala Kubu Bharu. At first, the interviewee is a guy but then, after he take a look at our questionnaire, he called his friend who is also a teacher and asked whether she have some time to spend with us. At the end, we interviewed his friend rather than him. He said that his friend is more suitable to answer those questions. Weirdo. Hahaha.. but it is a good experience for us to be able to conduct an interview which we never did before. Okbye~

Busiest Week =(

Last week was the busiest week ever.. Every single night we will be having a discussion. It's annoyed me. It's not that i don't want to do my work,, but i just don't like to go out during the night. I prefer stays at my room and doing my work. heheheh..... But, that is the part of students life right. i can't do anything bout it. heeee..

p/s: i love rules!

First Camp =))

On 2,3 and 4th of Disember,, i went to a camp in UPSI. it was the first time i went to a camp. at first, i felt afraid  and a little excited. but when they say that the camping will be held just in the campus, i felt release.
overall,, it was an exciting camp and i enjoyed it well.

Happy birthday Ili !!

hehehe,, happy birthday to me!! =)

hehe,, actually, i've never celebrated my birthday with mylovely friends. So for this year i thought i have the chance,,, but my father asked me to return home in Malacca as on mybirthday will be Awal Muharam holiday.

i was so happy back then because my family celebrated my birthday at my granny house with all my cousins. 

thanx MAMA ABAH,, I LOVE YOU ALL=)    mood:shyshy^_^

NIhonggo Sketch ;-)

on 9th of Disember, a group of students,, hehe including me did a sketch in Japanese Language class. it's quite burdensome for us because we have to speak in Japanese. we have to memorize it which I think is quite difficult. but after all,, we done it quite well but of course WITH some minor mistake. heheh =))
i have the video but it is soo sOO impossible to upload it here. hehee.. shyshy^_^

Congratulations guys,,,!! <3 <3

Roller Skate =)

It's been a long time since I last played roller skate. Although it is very tiring, I have so much fun playing it. I went roller skating with my younger brother and sister every time I return home. They will asked me to bring them to the place which is in Dataran Pahlawan, Melaka.

‘Visit Malacca means visit Malaysia’

Ralph Waldo Emerson

“To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends. To appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know that even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.” 

Motivating Forces =)

There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life

Marilyn Monroe said :

“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

Durian.. nyummy..

Not every Malaysian love durian right?? But it’s not me. I love durian so much. My dad likes to buy durian whenever the season came. In tg. Malim, we can easily find durian sold along the roadside. But not in Malacca where my home is.. it is hard to find durian if it is not the season. So sad…. Huhuu.. okbye~

Dear Mama,, Happy Birthday=)

Happy Birthday Mom.. i just want you to know,, you're the best mommy in the world.
i owe you so much.. thank  you for being with us, ur children, whenever we need you.
I love you so much Mom =))) <3 <3 <3

To love and to be loved =)

To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget.

NiHONGGO test0

this is hiragana writing.

huhuhu.. me,and my friends Jannah and Syafillah have to memorize this hiragana because we will having a japanese languange test on tuesday. 

fuhhhh. it's so hard for us to memorize it but we'll try our best.

although it is just a set of 30 objective questions, but still it make me worried because the questions will be in Nihonggo@hiragana.

huhuhuuu. ok. wish me luck! bye =)

i'm sick of you lah !

huhuhu.. any of you like doing assignments ??? put up your hand lah. hoh0.
me ! me ! i loooiiikkkkeee !! ooyeah ?? good. great.

hoho. its so annoying doing the assignmentSS in the middle of my beloved holiday. hisy...
huhu. i'm sure you guys also don't like right.
I just want to be free from those distress things which sometimes spoiled my mood.
holiday is the day for me to release my tense. hoho. please laaahhh AssignmentS.
why do you have to exist in this world....... huhuhuu =(
okbye~

HO, ho, ho holidayy!

hye. Assalamualaikum. happy diwali !

i'm back for the deepavali break.
i'm in Malacca right now. huu =)
its such a release to be able to meet my family after for about two month.
i really miss them ;(
some of my friends dont wanna go home because they have to save their money for Raya Haji break.
i dont know how they spending their time at the college for almost 8days.
soo00 boring. huu.
okbye..

1Malaysia's Restaurant

Datuk Seri Najib today praise the taste and quality of the food served at a restaurant participating in the 1Malaysia People's Menu programme. it was launched on July 7 with the aim of lessening the people's daily expenses while enabling them to enjoy breakfast at the ceiling price of RM2 and lunch at the maximum RM4.

** whooaahh! soo cheeeaapp.. let's ask the PM to establish more 1Malaysia restaurant near universities so that students can save their money and no longer asked our parents for money hee =)

Peko-Peko =(

peko-peko ? of course you all dont know rite what's that mean. hee=)
i am taking the japanese course this semester and the word above means HUNGRY.
hehe.. yeah. i always felt hungry in the morning. so are you right ??? huuu..
soo00, let's drink first ! happy Tuesday friends =)

miss Sunday

happy Sunday guys !
it's a very tiring day coz i just returned from Kajang.
i drove alone from Tg.Malim ==> Kajang last nite and it is so boring =( [wanna cry, tiada teman]
i went to my friend's house to help her organized some stuff.
and its so exciting to get to know her family well, especially the babies.
they're sooo00 cute, comey,comey. grr =)
it was a happy day to be able to spent time with them =)
miss them already ;-(

second year - First Presentation

First Presentation for this semester. hehee.
We felt so nervous before the presentation.
Of course la kan,, after 4 months leaving the reality of life in University with so much challenges ni.. hohoho.
we done it quite well. hee. Thanks to the class for giving us your attention.
later, when you guys presenting, we will sincerely focus on your presentation okay ? huhu =)
Alhamdulillah we're done with the presentation and it was such a released..
Thank You Allah =)

Annual Grand Meeting AT-14

                                  From the left : Ili , Jannah , Eila , Ada

Last night, we attended a dinner organized by Mathematics Association.

it's actually an Annual Grand Meeting of the association.

such a colourful nite. 

we experienced a parlimen-like meeting during the night. 

hee. because it was held in Dewan Konvensyen. 

so, the atmosphere is a bit weird. For me laah. hehehe =)

Friends of mine. 

Received the Best Student Award.

Congratulation Wan Nur Syuhada!! 

hoyeah !

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

Salacca Edulis

Testing Testing. Ehem!

hye2. Assalamualaikum wbt.

firstly, i just want to inform you guys lah ye that i'm going to use only English. heee.. 

at least for ab0ut 14weeks. p/s:" thank god its only 14weeks haha !" (Miss Fairuz)

 but but but,,, WARNING! my english is very weak. so, hopefully if you wanna give your comments, please lah make sure that ur comment stimulating and inspiring for me to correct and improve, IMPROVE AND IMPROVE my English. okay ?? yay! TQ2,,

So,, do f0llow my 'bebelan' after after this okay ? hee. bye guys! 

John Lennon said....

“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”